New Beginnings

It's now October, a brand-new month: new dinner ideas, new money in the budget, new fall parties to plan... and a bit of a new me. I'm now officially another year older, and while it's not a significant one to the world, it's one that is demanding a few significant changes from me. I'm 29 and by the time this one is over for me I will have three children. Again, not so startling to the universe, but to me, kind of a big deal- especially considering a year ago today I was preparing to undergo IVF for the fourth time in an attempt to get number 2 here. What a year!

Anyway, back to my point... I just feel like that I've needed a revamp lately. I'm finally free of the business that I was allowing to be a burden and somewhat available to do all of the things I was missing. I don't have excuses not be bettering myself, my children and my family I have made a few personal resolutions to that end.

I have reworked my daily affirmations and recommitted myself to the positive. I have hopes of taking better care of myself, my home and my family and to dream a little bigger, because I can. I think I have hesitated asking for too much feeling that it wasn't realistic, but I have learned recently that really I am capable of anything and shouldn't hold back. Our Father in Heaven and my personal angels are waiting to bless me and to help me bless others if I will simply ask and live in a manner that allows their influence in my life.

I choose to be more in tune with the spirit and to let myself prosper spiritually, financially and in my daily tasks as I continue to rework the person I'm still trying to become. As much as I thought perhaps life would have settled down into a predictable pattern by now, there are still significant unknowns and they have a tendency to be pretty overwhelming if I forget that we are being guided and that we have a prominent role in determining the outcome, or at least the next step. So with this first post of my 29th year, when I have a choice, I choose to believe.